over-paranoia, among other things.

just to start off, I would like to say to all my readers, "WHY THE HELL HAVEN'T YOU GUYS BEEN COMMENTING?!" but I won't because that's being over-paranoid. I'm sure you're all not bothered to comment anymore or not reading full stop. I don't mind, since this is meant to be for memory preservation. In a few years time, I'll probably look back on this and think, "This is REALLY gaaay."
Anyway, I'd like to broach the fact that in today's society, many of us are over-paranoid. I am one example of a person being over-paranoid. People like me often think through the actions they will make and debate silently to themselves about whether or not to do it, what the consequences could be and, if they were to occur, how detrimental the consequences would be to the over-paranoid person. They would also think about the actions that they HAD taken and think how those actions could have been misinterpreted and think that they have been taken to the most offensive extreme possible by people around them...yes. That's something I don't like about myself. One could say that it is just being tactful, but hey, I don't interact too much around people I don't know that well or am uncomfortable to be around.

Then again, that's probably just me. Anyway, in other news, I haven't done any work yet during these holidays. None. At all. Really bad. If this keeps going, I'm gonna end up in Wednesday next week with no work done thinking, 'crap, I have to prepare English speech and Ag assignment and study for Math exam.' so I'm in a bind. I NEED to knuckle down tomorrow...yeah, I really shouldn't be blogging. I just have no idea where the day goes. to that effect, dont expect me to blog that often.

to finish, im going to write a sentence of thanks about people who are important me (other than family), that i care about especially. Some will be harder to figure out who is, so yeah!

- Thanks for saying that I was charismatic
- Thanks for being a total geek with me for so many years
- Thank you for being a good ear and dirty joke/profanity machine
- Thanks for putting up with all the crap I put you through, even today
- Thank you for being my very last friend at the end of so many school days
- Thank you for sticking with me even though I left you at this year's ccamp
- Thanks for sharing your iPod with me so many times
- Thanks for not inviting me to your house alone
- Thanks for introducing me to a bunch of new people last summer
- Thank you for talking with me after school even though you could have just said, "I'm gonna go library."
- Thanks for being my friend for over 10 years
- Thank you for the Christmas wrapping-card
- Thanks to all the people who have made an effort to catch the bus even though they didn't necessarily have to
- Thank you for singing random songs with me

I'll add to this when I can think of more people. Can you figure out who's who? Or can I after so many years? by the by, i'll see you all later (goes off and stalks other people's blogs).