Saturday, August 15, 2009

inconsiderance.

I was originally going to title this post with a quote, but I've forgotten it so I'll just stick with this. The subject matter is for once dependent on the title, so instead of talking about something that I thought of as interesting at the time of its conception, I'm going to complain instead (as the quote reminded me what the subject was...since I've forgotten both, well, yeah). This is directed at a few persons whose names I will not mention. They might know who they are. But yeah...this has been on my mind for a while and I really wanna vent. If you figure out who these people are, then good for you, I won't confirm your answer because this is just a vent; in a few days I probably won't feel as angry as sound in this following rant:

"I hate how things are the way they are. I don't understand why you can't be a little more restrained. I know it's not my place to say as I have never been in that situation, but still, no matter what you say, I know that I would be more discreet. Definitely. I know me. I would not compromise the discreet part of me; I'm easily embarrassed (referring to over-paranoia). It makes me mad. As much as I'd like to, I most likely won't get used to it, just like how you wouldn't get used to it if you were wearing my shoes. I hate the insensitivity and incosiderance of the whole situation, I wish I could be the bigger person and just tolerate it, but thinking about it...I can't. Sebastian says I'm the 'epitomy of abstinence', and you know what? MAYBE I AM!! That's just who I am! So don't tell me to deal with it, because I have TRIED. YOU deal with it. GOD."

woo. Ironically, 'Paper Planes - MIA' started when I finished that. Those who know that song would understand the irony. ANYWAY, if the persons mentioned know who they are and have read the above paragraph, I'd like to say I'm sorry, but I'm not going to. At least, not yet. I'm still a bit riled up. *sigh*. This will probably have repercussions, but hey, I'm allowed to complain; I am human after all.

In other news...I paragon-ed my English speech, which is AWESOME! =D So happy! Math exam is over, and I felt that I went well, so hopefully I DID go well. Ag presentation coming up; it seems that everyone so far has just read off their ppt, and I readied a speech, which sucks 'cause now mine will probably seem really long and stuffy compared to everyone else's, but the speech works in CONJUNCTION with the ppt...GRAGH. I hate social pressure. Whatever. Tomorrow's another day. Not much homework this week, which is good. It's a nice break after all of the work rush, but I feel like I should be doing more work (must be the effect of work excess to want do some form of school work). I'm off guys.

1 comment:

  1. geez patrick, you and your archaic terms

    "paragon"

    indoody.

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