none the wiser.

I'm 16 now, but I haven't become smarter, any stronger, any wiser. I thought I was a mature person, but thinking back I've done things that a mature person wouldn't do. They say people change with time, and I feel that I am changing and not changing at the same time. I'm not changing because I still do a lot of stupid things and yet I am changing because even till now, I don't completely understand myself, because my views, attitudes, many aspects of me change. It's weird. I don't know why you elicit such emotions in me. I don't understand, and it isn't fair. I know it's not on purpose, but still. It is NOT FAIR. bleargh. I wish I had the ability to understand people and emotions, like a superpower, but that's just wishful thinking.

Thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday! To all that haven't, SHAME!! LOL, naw it's okay. I probably wouldn't remember all of your birthdays anyway, so it's okay. One year older, legal, but still not any smarter, not any stronger, not any wiser...but I'm still changing when I'm not changing. At least I haven't gotten weaker, more short-sighted or dumber, I guess, I don't think at least. Not much else to say, I guess...

P.S. I never knew soft music could soothe so well the nerves that wreck my mind due to the current technological handicap I currently face. Hopefully things will turn out better tomorrow. Hopefully.