control yourself! take only what you need from it...

wow guys, thursday night and holidays are almost over! wow. just, wow. well, not wow, more like "OMFG WHAT DID I DO FOR THE PAST WEEK AND A HALF?!" i promised myself id start doing work, which i have, but a very minimal amount: i know i could do alot more. Like math for instance. I'm meant to be studying for that study T3 exam in second week, but lately I've been very loathing toward math. Not to any particular subject, just math in general. On the upside, I went to Livo library today and snagged some garden books. That's right, I'm doing potatoes! For all you know, I'm going to make reference to the science book a year or two ago that noted the potato that exploded when it came into contact with a virus! I might use that actually! I forgot about that until I started typing today's entry. WOW!

Boy, re-reading my first paragraph makes me sound real chipper huh? Well, I don't FEEL too chipper. I'm a bit tired, sad that I haven't gotten more out of my holidays. I imagine this is how a drug addict feels when they have a moment of lucidity and go into epiphany mode, just a thousand times worse seeing as how they would be in a much worse situation than I currently am. By the time I realised that I hadn't started to read Unseen Companion (class novel) again for the second time for analysis, the holidays were nearly half run through and I thought, "Hell, if it took me so long to read it the first time, how am I gonna finish it in a week?" Rationally, if I spent more time reading and less time goofing off, I probably would have read a good part of it. Now I'm just analysing key parts.

Well, enough about work, let's discuss some random stuff. remember that paper last year or so where there was an excerpt of an email from a teenager talking about body clocks? WELL, mine seems to be following the course of her predictions. I remember when 10pm was late and I was ready to fall dead asleep. Nowadays, even during school days, I tend to sleep close to midnight, and not always by choice; sometimes I just roll around in bed and wait for sleep to take me. But other times, I just don't tire so easily and when I look at the clock I think, "already?" kinda thing. I've slowly regressed from waking up at 7 in the morning for school to 7.30. The change was such a gradual process that it took me a while to realise that I was waking up later everyday, no matter what I tried to do. It's a bit sad when you think about it. I lack the willpower to get up out of bed...

I SWEAR that I WILL finish one of the maths summaries and start the Ag powerpoint!! I MUST. [insert war cry here]...well anyhow, good luck with the work guys! I know most, if not all of us haven't been that bothered to do a good portion of work. Ciao!